Often when I am alone I do think of the time we first met. As soon as I met you, the left over hurt I had inside quickly faded, and for once I had forgotten of what I was so hurt about. The fact is, I never expected to have you in my life like the way you are now. I get petrified at the mere thought of losing you, deeply you know because you were never someone I could have imagined for myself. Actually you were strangely someone better for someone like me, a complex character, I would like to characterized myself as, knowing how I am as a person in love. In love, for which I was so absent minded in mainly because I wasn’t so sure of how to be in love in a way where I felt so sure about everything. It is always so hard for me to identify my feelings for anyone, but you, It was so hard to tell you that I am in love with you because for a first I knew exactly how I felt on the spot. I hid that for what, in my opinion, I thought was forever to tell you. With the tears quickly running down my face like a bunch of heavy drops on a window, I said what any frightened fool would say to someone they are in love with. I wish I didn’t have my contacts on so in some way I could feel blinded by your response. Your response was obviously something anyone would want to hear after they say those magical words. I still wanted to run away, because I am so valid about my feelings for you, my feelings intimidated me to the core. I stayed. And I am so thrilled to have such a beautiful woman in my life. You are perfection when it comes to a best friend and a charming lover. I’m in love you.